Sep 7, 2009 7:18 AM
I left him . Not for other guys . Coz of his attitude . Look at him !
He dun even got any brains to think about his self . !
So he AWOLed again ! He just love to go in and out of that bloody prison ! Just like checking in and out of a hotel !
How am I gonna live my life with a drug addict !? Tell me ?
He's telling me now hes back to his drug life.. Because of me ?
Its because of his behaviour that just won't change i lft him .
He's not repenting . Omg ! Why do i even gotta noe a guy like him ?
I already told him many times. Quit all these shit ! Yet he's taking it behind my back .
And still got the cheek to say no ! ..
Wadever Fie , u told me u wun took it, but at the end of the day , u still took it behind my back . Don't think u could lie to me .
Coz I noe u just lied !
So now I left u .. And now ur calling me a bitch who left u when ur inside .
I already told u , If u were to get caught again, I'll leave u ..
U wun change won't u ?
Its not that I dun care for u .. I do care . bUt what more can I do when u urself dun even give a shit about ur life ?
Its because that I care, I tolerated ur god damn nonsense all these while ..
No point looking for me and sitting all day long at my void deck waiting for me .
I just won't appear before u anymore .
In fact, i dun wish to see ur face anymore longer .
Like I told u , If I am into something or someone , I will do anything to get that thing ..
If I don't want anymore , I'll just throw that thing/somewan far far away from me .
I don't want u to meddle with my life. I gawt my own life .
Just think straight and get a life !
I tot u could change for the better ,
But after more than just awhile , you just wouldn't budge n change .
So leave me alone will ya ??
I noe I just sound like a heartless bitch or whatever .
But dun u guys think that I should leave him ?? Leave him so that he will be able to at least generate his brains on his own ? Coz all the while i'm with him , he's like a robot , do things that i told him to do n if i dun tell him for that day , he will start doing it ..
Its like as if I'm doing a Passive Range of Motion for the elderlies back at the hospital ..
Ugh !!
God , please dun make my ex's brain shrink till its gone . At least give him more cells in the brain to keep it working n thinking positively .
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