I miss Ayah..
I miss Ibu..
I miss them soo muchh..
All the good people.. Gonee..
I miss Having a father.
I miss his cooking.
I miss quarelling with him.
I miss everything about him..
I miss shouting at him.
I miss nagging at him
I miss his yelling.
I miss his shouting.
I miss his nagging.
I miss his Botak Head.
I miss pinching him.
I miss getting knocked on the head by him.
I miss his jokes.
I miss his annoying jokes.
I miss him being irritating.
I miss bullying him.
I miss punching him.
I miss him pulling my chubby cheeks.
I miss taking care of him.
I miss his laughters.
I miss him annoying my mum every time..
I miss my Dad..
I'm jealous with those people who Have their Dad's around with them.
I havent even take enough pictures with my dad.
I want to take pictures with my Dad. but he doesn't want it.
I miss Him.
I saw families going out together during weekends.
Looking so Happy.
Used to be like that.
No More.
Nothing.
I don't have a DAD..
Thats SAD..
I miss Ibu..
My Aunty.
The oNly kind aUnty I onCe had.
She cooked for me.
We talked.
We joked.
Had fun together.
Slept over her house.
She always cook my favourite dishes.
I miss the way she looked like when she wanna tell us some gossip.
I miss her Marble Cake..
I miss them soo muchh..
I dun have a dad..
Pathetic.
How I wish my Dad's still around..
How I wish he's still here to yell at my brothers.
How I wish he's here to take charge of my family.
How I wish.....
Fuck my wish.. Will never come true.
I'm a Bad Sister..
No good.
I'm Bad. No doubt.
I think my friends do think I'm bad.
I'm trying to be a better one.
But, no one listens to me.
Stress. Troubled.
Everything they did, I'll get the blame.
I hate it.
I'm a fucked up girl, friend, sister, daughter.. Whatever I am..
The fucked Up Baby who doesn't know anything..
Dumb ass me.
Yeah. U can join me calling me names that I deserve..
I dun fucking care now..
At the very least I know who the hell I am..
So.. Go oN..
Everything seems so wrong these days.. I get angry every now and then. Feeling useless, . Kepala angin. . I even got irritated easily.. Shoot me man..
I deserve it !!
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