I'm currently in a pathetic dumb ass state. I am damn sick.. Wasn't sick in the first place. I just don't know why. I smoked like 9 sticks today.. Thinking more about it made me freaked out and just puff my ass off the ciggy..
Puff and puff. Smoke a fag. and now.. Realli realli sick..
I haf this bad headache plus flu. My nose just felt like a running tap water. Fuck it.! Its irritating.
I just dunnoe what to do anymore.. Like what Lynn said its a wrong time to be in this state for my Bcls is tomorrow.. Hmm.. But I'm sure I know how to separate my personal things away from my school stuff..
I guess now is the time that I had to let go of everything.. eVerything.. and face the consequences of my past decision.. I didn't expect everything to turn out this way.. Thou' I expect it.. But I dun expect it to turned out this way this early.
aNywaysss.. I shall give myself two days rest and get back with the problem after I finish my Bcls test...
U go gurL!!
Labels: dun be sad everythings gonna be alrite
