ugh!!! Planning to go Bangkok this december holidays. I just hope we will be able to go. I don't give a damn.! God, please just answer a prayer of mine just this once and let me go to Bangkok..!
I've been totally excited over this triP to Bangkok. I wanna go on a shopping tour like what my cousin said.
It had always been my dream to go to Seoul, Korea one day. I wonder when the day will finally come by. Manting wil be going to Korea this month! Im so jealous.! Imagine all that kimchi stuffed in your mouth.. I ever imagined myself walking down the road at Korea and I accidentally bumped onto Rain(Bi)! or Gong Chan! or Sang Woo!! Ommagawd.! Stop it man, i'm gonna get my mind totally flipped out! Don't you just find that Korean guys are cool, hunkalicious and totally super hawtstuff! Even with their small tiny puny lil eyes that you can't see when they smile.. Wow!! Hawt dudes!! Most chinese guys are just too hawt..o.O
Farism, I just hope we can go to Bangkok together.. Our honeymoon eh..haha..waddurfisshh!! U horny ass.. Its Gong Chan for god sake and not Goncang...Wad dirty brains u haf..Ish2..!! Go bleach it man!
I'm overly excited for this Bangkok thingy that I went to websites and searched for the best flight tickets.. Thanks for sponsoring me with the flight tix and stuff... I shall just mind myself with the shopping then..Hehehh.. Lets pray that we could spend the holidays together and away from our damn problems in Singapore..U noe i Noe..
Hey cuzzen, might as well we migrate rite?? Lets migrate!! We shall go to Paris...Eiffel towerr!! Okae2?? We shall stay there together!! Or where do u wanna go?? I wanna take pictures at Eiffel tower and shove it under Aqil's nose and show him that I already went there.!! I still can't forget that fucker man! Okie2 hes not a fucker, since my dad love him soo much thaat he kept asking me to thank Aqil even when hes sick man..
-------AqiL, its over--------
For god sake!! Sorry dad, i didn't get to tell u that ur favourite so called son in law just got engaged to some girl without telling me this shit and me getting to know this from other people. anD that now, his engagement with that girl somehow flopped,his back to haunt me.. I hope my dad will just blast him away! I hate him but I can't hate him. Coz he helped my family alot. eVen when my family was totally going to be pronounced as bankrupt, he managed to help us and here am I still standing, conscious and alert!Thanks for that and no thanks to what u did to me.. I think i should move on. But everytime I did,..No, I just can't. U faggot, get away from me man! I wanna start afresh with some other freak too. But bloody hell, I think i will somehow get the schizophrenia disorder coz i swear i still can hear ur god damn voices inside my head.! Those freaking jokes of yours.. Stop echoing in my head..U nuisance.!! aNd somehow, sometimes as i was walking my way in some places with people around, i kept thinking that i saw you .
aNyway, I think i gotta thank you for making me into a funny ass joker..
and an irritating one for that.
Kept laughing my ass off..thats wad u taught me..If ever i encounter some problems,dun break down and cry but just laugh it off coz there's others around you who have much bigger problem than u.. That way, things might not be as complicated as u think it were. Wokai..See?? I still remember... Hiakdish..!! Shoot!! Bang Bang!!! Kababooomm!!!! How I just wish that I could press a reset button to reset my life and start a brand new day and not remeember anything of the past..
Coz only the past can realli stabbed me in the heart..nothing else will..
and for once i agree with what yoou said,
"The past will bring you nowhere but pain.Never look back."
Now I know what you meant.
BUt I guess ur not applying it to yourself too.
Coz you are turning your way back again..
No matter how I ever liked you in the past, I just won't go back to you, coz the trust I had for you,had been totally trampled over with..By you yourself..
Anyways..
Thanks for the memories...Its forever gone between us..
aNd thanks for everything, if you are reading this somewhere,somehow, thanks for everything you did for my family, for everything..
Thou' u come back once again,
I'll never accept you back..
I guess i won't cling on to memories of you no more..
Just wanna live my life peacefully..
So dun disturb me any more...
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