Aug 20, 2008 11:57 PM
me pinching him.dun mind..hehe
I guess its just about time to let go of the past and quit living in deniaL.
Can't deny the fact that i am still holding onto the past.'
My dad.
How he just moved on and left us on that daY.
I just hated myself even more when people talked about my dad,
or even mention his name.
I just can't deny that fact. It really made me feel terrible.
Well, its just a little too late for me.
Nothing can be done..
Just live my Life regretting.?
so, i guess, i shaLL just laugh my ass off and just forget about everything.
Keep myself busy..
Talk nonsense.
Never to be alone.
I tried everything i could..
But its just somehow wouldn't leave me alone.
I guess he just meant a lot to me.
aNd no more happy hari raya without him.
I just missed laughing,sharing things and disturbing him.
I can't trust others as much as i trusted him.
In life, you just have to keep people around u happy and u will live with no regrets.
hmm...
his last days
