i dunnoe wat issit this time that i feel so down again..its beeen gloomy for me this past weeks..
i felt soo lost. i dunnoe why?? argh!! ssagaji!
days are getting gloomier ahead of me... what is it about?? im curious myself.. i dun even noe much about myself..i wonder how others would..
many had asked me what kinda guy im looking for...hmm,wad would that be?? usually i told them i dunnoe...i seriousli do not noe..i dunnoe wat love is all about..i mean towards a guy..im confused...iz there really true love? like whats in the movies...happily ever after? is there??love at first sight?do this things really exist? or is it juz fantasy tales??i dunnoe??this doubts had been on my head all these times... even when i had a guy.. i dun understand it as well.. he said i love u..but i dunnoe why i juz felt it was a normal gesture kinda thing...''its-a-couple's-talk'' kinda thing?? for me..i love u is juz a sentence that people can easily said it..no meaning towards it..do i realli sound pathetic not knowing simple things like this??its juz that i've seen enough and heard enough and feel enough about relationship and things like this...i love u is juz another words for me...tough..jjuz live with it..aja aja!fighting!
